I might pretend i don't like you,
I might act weird around you,
i may become sad when you're sad, but i will never try to make you laugh,
I might not think of you even once because if i do you might take away all my focus, i would never love you so you could make me happy but i might try to cheer myself by not remembering you,
I might become your greatest fan. I might dissolve myself into you,
I might remove myself from you completely at times for the original you.
I might imagine we could hold hands, I might imagine you looking into my eyes while i look at patterns of my future into the freckles beneath your eyes
It might get hard to pretend not liking you, I might stop pretending, but i would never ask you to love me back.
#poetry
